Yes....this is pretty much how I have felt this week. Didn't feel well Monday and the gloomy, cold, damp weather certainly didn't help! I felt better yesterday but had a low grade fever. I debated on staying home last night and not attending my Al Anon meeting but it was one of those days that I NEEDED that meeting! I know in my head that I am powerless over alcohol but the heart is a little harder to convince....I think it is the mom part of my heart. I heard something today that said a mom is as happy as her saddest child. So true. I also know that I have to remember that God knows what is in my heart and I don't have to keep praying for the same thing over and over. I just have to pray it once and then say prayers of thanksgiving for the answers to THOSE prayers. I think if I keep praying the same thing over and over......what does that say about my faith that God hears and answers my prayers?
I put my application in at a couple of different places here in Maumelle today. I don't know if anything will come of it but once again.....will leave it in God's hands and He knows the path that He wants me to be on so I DO trust in my Higher Power and I know it will all work out according to His will, not thine.
I think I will take some sinus medicine and drink some hot water. I think this is just that little virus that everyone has had or just a sinus infection. I am losing my voice so am thinking it may be what BJ had a couple of weeks ago. He did end up losing his voice for several days. He didn't feel well but didn't feel sick enough to stay in bed. Maybe if he HAD stayed in bed, he would have gotten over it sooner!
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things that I cannot change,
the courage to change the things that I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference.
GiGi
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